Monday, July 6, 2009

Apart

We have been apart for a while ... the distance isn't always geographical, but sometimes I muck up enough to put us at odds. I miss my love and dear Tawnya and am always doubly sorry for bringing us farther apart rather than closer together. I can't package a kiss digitally, so I will hope that Tawnya knows that I kiss her, miss her dearly.

Sunday, May 31, 2009

see

I am smart enough to see and feel that I love you! I know that you love me! I am sometimes distant, as my stress and emotions can be a bitter and wicked enemy. My passion for you, though, is enthralling and captivating. You are my beloved, my true love, my dream, my future. I can see that now and wish I could see into our future.

In my mind we are holding hands and I see that in our future, holding hands a year from now, five years, ten years, forty years, forever.

Monday, May 25, 2009

Wishful thinking

Well, I wish I were there all the time.
I wish I were with you every moment,
I wish we were a complete family now,
I wish we had a place to call home,
I think we can make this happen,

I wish we could make this happen today, this year.

Friday, May 15, 2009

to you, my love

I wish I was so smart and great that I could pump out a novel with every chance I get, but alas, I cannot. I would prefer that every letter, every note that I make for you clearly states and overstates my emphatic love for you. I don't like writing a quick, "uh, huh" that hardly conveys my love for you. Instead, I like to have a poem, a song in verse. I would like a romance novel, not a note on a napkin.

That being written, I love you my sweet, precious love of my life. You are the greatest hope I have, the greatest dream I have sought, my well-being, my future, the greatest breath of my life!

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

roses and you

You are sweet, lovely, captivating. I fail sometimes to remind you of how much you really mean to me and that you are the wonder in my life!
You are the joy,
the love,
the titillation,
the inspiration,
my future,
of my life.
I am anxious for us to have our life.

Saturday, May 9, 2009

love of you and family



Arise Sir Loin of Beef, Earl of Cloves, Duke of Brittingham, Baron of Munchaussen, Essence of Mir, Milk of Magnesia, Quarter of Ten


I miss and love you my sweet love. You are far sweeter than any flower. It was great walking and spending time with you and Zach! I miss you bunches!

Monday, May 4, 2009

type of swinger

You are the type of swinger I am into. You are the fun loving type who makes me laugh and enjoy my life.

Monday, April 20, 2009

dirty & sweet

You played up to the camera and showed me the silly antics that taught me. I love you my darling sweet Tawnya!

Many of you

Did I mention that I love you? I love you! I don't do enough for you, but still you love me. I can only hope to show you, deliver to you, love, honesty, prosperity, hope to you. You are exceptional and lovely!

You were brilliant in setting up the surprise party for me. How could I possibly have guessed it? You show me true, passionate love and splendor. You are my true love Tawnya! May we be together forever, now and hereafter.

Monday, April 6, 2009

Hotel, well









How can I express my joy with being with you?! Should I cry or laugh? I love you and our time together my sweet love!

Friday, March 27, 2009

Happy Birthday my true love Tawnya




Happy birthday my love!

It is an honor and privilege to be in your life. You delight and love me. With a birthday is a birthday ... I wanted you to feel as special as you are to me. I hope that you felt at least a little pampered.

Your "number" is important, but your being is. Thank you for this life and our life. I love you, now, forever!

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

wept

When I got done with talking with you ... I was sorry for my loss. I miss you and today certain shows it. I am tired and sad. I suppose I might be addicted to you. If so, I will not seek treatment, only furthering my addiction. I love you Tawnya to the depths of my soul.

You are my air that I need to live ... my blood ... you are my love.

Monday, March 16, 2009

captured


As I have captured you on the camera, you have captured my heart. You enthrall me and leave me in awe. You are my true love and I captivated by your love.

Friday, March 13, 2009

wrestling

We are never wrestling each other -- in reality, but rather life. You and I are on a path full of love, challenge, adversity and reward. I relish the time that I spend with you, your family, and become a part of your life. It is essential that we grow stronger, better.

I love you very much Tawnya! It is great that I have been catapulted into your life and into the lives of your children. I am equally happy that I may bring you to the family and friends. It is wonderful that our lives really are getting together so well.

If you have forgotten ... each day that I am without you, I miss you and am sorrier and weaker for it. Someday soon we will have each day and every day for each other -- if for as little as together at night, morning carrying a smile always.

Monday, March 9, 2009

Thanks be


I am thankful for the time to be together and the chance to integrate our lives together.
Silly, fun, love.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Sweetness of you

character
children
smiling
coaxing
concert with Cheree
cunning with a clever charm
.......
Who you really are is a wonderful, gifted friend -- my best friend who holds my heart and love. You are beautiful, wonderful, lovely and cute. You are doing what you want, achieving your own goals and meeting success with everything you are really trying.

I love you! I love you children! You are beyond compare! If ever I worry, I think of you and I am warmed by your love. How we found each other is beyond understanding but rather it is God's will. I used to think that life was wholly unfair and cruel and yet here I am ... in the midst of my true love.

No day is complete without you beside me, so most days are the pain of hunger -- starvation for you.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Interesting that I should find you

You complete me.
Thank you for your love!

images of you


keep playin' over and over again ... 'cause it's all in my head

While the fur coat isn't you, you are all of my thoughts, dreams, hopes and desires. You captivate me with your smile, charm, intelligence, twinkling eyes, and most of all you awe me.
For all of the challenges you have experienced and the many more to come, you achieve and find success where others would have abandoned all hope, accepted ending or failure. You, however are stronger than that and show me and the world that you are powerful, able to find your own successful path to success.
I am so happy to be part of your world, your best friend, your love -- for you are my true, deep and one love. I am honored by being with you, holding your hand, and being that happy couple so many people seek to be, so many more read about in fairy tales. We are happily ever after!

So, if you pay close attention, you can read the signs

I can see here, written on the wall is a sign that this is all right. She is love, she is my love, destiny or luck, we are in love, together. I love you Tawnya, all the signs point to us, together forever!

Sunday, February 15, 2009

How I and others see you


Foxy, sexy, hot
....
playful, desirable
....
sweet
....
Thankfully mine!
Forever!

Thank you for a great Valentine's Day! My heart, my love, my joy, my forever!

Dance

You and your daddy dancing, cute and together you are very silly. Still, as a couple I like US. You rock me, you roll me, with your love you control me. You are my song, my muse, my inspiration. Sometime we shall dance the night away to your music, mine, ours.

When the music starts, I shall ask if I might have this dance. May I always have the chance to dance with you, my love, my dream! Thank you for your love, your heart, your dreams, your charm, wit, smile and twinkling eyes. I hope that I always show you how much you mean to me and that I pray we will live to ripe old ages before surrendering to the hereafter.

I love you now, forever.

Monday, January 26, 2009

You peek around a corner, I peek around mine

How can I remind you often enough that I love you? If I could, I would shower you with more than you could want. I already enjoy showering you with kisses, hugs, compliments. I want to do more... show more, be more! You are the smiling part of my morning, noon, evening, night. You are my smile! Thank you for your love!

Thursday, January 8, 2009

You owe me . . .


not money, but time.

If my calculations are correct, 14,243 and three quarter days.

Thank you for a great 365.25 so far ... and one more today!
I love you with all my heart my dear sweet Tawnya!

To US!

39 years and counting to eternity in bliss and in love!

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

My love






Yummy, delicious, fully of love -- you bring the world a great smile!
Should I spank you because you are naughty, dirty, or good?

I love you with all my heart!