What I want

Smelling just as sweet

What can I type? I love you. I am so very happy that you had time in your very busy life to stop and smell the roses, get wet in the sprinklers, deal with my nonsense. I love you. Your, "I love you Marcus" sent chills up my spine. It penetrated me. I know you feel it, mean it, show it, but it sunk in my heart and mind. I love you!

Roses cannot smell as sweet as you.

this week

Tue: 11-8. Wed: 3-10. Thurs: 3-10. Fri: 10-8. Sat: 11-5. Sun: 5-cl. Mon: off.

Were you quite aware

That I adore you? You remind me that I am a man that that I can achieve great things if given the chance and the motivation. You have given me both. While I never forget that I am a man, I sometimes forget that I can make a difference and that I might matter.

You impress me with all that you handle. On top of everything else, you still make time for me. I thank you for all that you do and all that you are. While you brush off the day-to-day idle talk, as time is limited, I want to know the boring parts as well as the rest of the parts.

Unlike a movie, I am interested and intrigued. A movie is fiction and I hope that sometime we will be reality, not merely pretty falling stars glimpsed for a moment only. I love you, miss you, want to be by your side.

Love I feel

I miss you when you are gone and dread when we part. Still, I know that you love me and that sometime we will be together. I miss you. Am I a wartime spouse whose love has gone to war? Will I ever see you again. While I know that I will, I know that you are relatively safe. I miss you and feel concerned for your safety. I love you! I hope that I do not allow you to forget by by not pestering you about it.

I saw your name

flash on my screen. You were on! You were on and then you were off. I don't know if you had little time and read only one thing, but you were on. I find myself clinging to you and the notion that I can make things into something else. I wish it were within my power to alter so many things. Alas, I cannot, but am happy with my one-ride ticket anyway.

I miss you and want you to know how very special you are!

What can I write in words

that I would rather do -- as in actions? I want to bathe in your breathe, your smell. I want to melt over in you, you melt into you me. You, me, merged as one; sloppy, messy, one. While passions and love are thwarted by doors not necessarily our own.

Can I make the world different? Can we be, you, me, us?
I know that it tugs on me. Does it tug on you too?
The floor is empty, the bed is empty, the sofa empty.
Only with you . . .

To feel your body move with each breath, to know you live -- we share life.

Turn around

bright eyes!

I hope I get to see your hair, feel your hair. I miss you!

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You fill my heart with hope, love. I fear that you may have forgotten that I love you.
So,

I love you!

I hop it fits.

getting the moment right

I am happy you go out with friends, happy that you are comfortable, still ...
I worry. I trust you, but worry.
I can't be everywhere; I'm not perfect, but I try to be your near everything.

I love you

I wish I could be more of a charming knight who could wisk you away, but this is not a typical fairy tale. I wish that when I called you, you could fully say, "I need to tell you", and let me hear all of what is aching you, killing you. You still wish to bear many things alone, martyrdom without due cause. You have friends and some family who will support you.

I love you. I try to ask nothing of you, only that we remain friends. I know you love me. I am saddened by what I feel is my Eyeore attempts to brighten your day. Still, you keep to a Milne fan for me. Your bright ideas you have you don't often share. Too long have you accepted your worthlessness. You are magnificent and your tender heart is a hidden mystery to so many. I am thankful that I have gazed upon it.

Perhaps one day I can hold it, as I hold your hand. I can show the world you, I, are US. I can proudly show that I have touched your heart and that you carry mine. I would like to show that the world ablaze, I would hold you and happily die in your arms as the world collapses. I want to dance and show the world now, who you are. The world needs to know you -- how much of a pleasure you are. You make the world better, shame so many people have denied themselves knowing you.

I think I am getting to know you more, and that is what I shall do this lifetime is get to know you. I seek to spend more time with you, than apart. We missed decades together, late as we were. Let us spend what is left -- us, now separate, I hope sometime soon, together. A union we already feel, celebrated for the rest of our lives (life) together.

To touch you

Ah! Your touch to me enlightens me, delights me, entrances me. You will captivate me again sometime with a touch, first with a glance, then your hand your mouth.

I ache for your caress.

I want to fill you with desire, passion, love as you do me. I want to pierce your heart, drown your senses, make you insatiable -- hungry. May we eat together, we dine ourselves.

Miss you!

What you do for family, for me

I know, I notice, you bend over backward and I appreciate it. I also don't want you to feel that you need to do this. Risk only for gain, not for daring or for peril's sake. I want you to risk only what you want, not due to my prompting or provocation. I love you for all that you do, especially in spite of myself involved.

Thought of you last night (of course)

You, me, forever

I

Love You!

I Love you!

carnival

Zack on dragon ride.

So, I owe him a thanks

Thanks Neil for the crush my love had on you. Your "appearance" helped me get her attention. Yea for you (accolade) and more yea for me!

Ah! I love you, though I'll never be as cool as Neil. I am glad that I'll at least be somewhere on your short list.

kiss is what I miss

Ah! Thursday!

You always bring a smile to my face!

Stress and pull

You text me that you are stirred into sadness but you lie with a mask of normalcy. I ask you to tell me and you shrug it off as a bug bite -- momentary only. Is this only a spit in the wind or are you actually not feeling or sleeping well because of it?

What can I do for you? I see you squirm and you tell me that "it's alright". I hardly think that's true.

If you want me to keep the "for you" attitude, you'll need to help me here on understanding. It wasn't a mistake to say it or type it, lies beget more lies. Honesty is solid. What can I do for you?

barely time

I barely had time to say, "I love you" today, but I want you to know that despite my chaotic and sporadic calling, I love you and think of you. My sister needs major help, so my focus goes there, for our time is short.

As for you ... my hope and thoughts are long -- forever is the word I like to use.