I wish I could be more of a charming knight who could wisk you away, but this is not a typical fairy tale. I wish that when I called you, you could fully say, "I need to tell you", and let me hear all of what is aching you, killing you. You still wish to bear many things alone, martyrdom without due cause. You have friends and some family who will support you.
I love you. I try to ask nothing of you, only that we remain friends. I know you love me. I am saddened by what I feel is my Eyeore attempts to brighten your day. Still, you keep to a Milne fan for me. Your bright ideas you have you don't often share. Too long have you accepted your worthlessness. You are magnificent and your tender heart is a hidden mystery to so many. I am thankful that I have gazed upon it.
Perhaps one day I can hold it, as I hold your hand. I can show the world you, I, are US. I can proudly show that I have touched your heart and that you carry mine. I would like to show that the world ablaze, I would hold you and happily die in your arms as the world collapses. I want to dance and show the world now, who you are. The world needs to know you -- how much of a pleasure you are. You make the world better, shame so many people have denied themselves knowing you.
I think I am getting to know you more, and that is what I shall do this lifetime is get to know you. I seek to spend more time with you, than apart. We missed decades together, late as we were. Let us spend what is left -- us, now separate, I hope sometime soon, together. A union we already feel, celebrated for the rest of our lives (life) together.
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you are beautiful. I open more to you than anyone else. I love you and look forward to the rest of our lives together.
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